Sighs.

[diemme]

You know, writing can be a pain in the behind. I'm getting a little depressed over the fic I'm working on now. The worst part is there's really no one around to discuss it with. My mum noticed I was a bit down and wanted to know why. How am I supposed to tell her, "Well, I'm upset because the only muse who'll talk to me seems to be Totti's and he insists on hiding from his feelings and pretending he doesn't care." I can see the raised eyebrows and the reaching for the valium even now.

I have a guilty little secret, every time I see Totti in his Roma shirt I like him a little more. Granted that doesn't add up to much liking 'cuz he's still a place stealing, Trap bum kissing, inconsistent brat. But I'm still ashamed to admit it.

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[redfireborn.livejournal.com]

I know! When fics don't come out the way I want, I get down all the time, but I just tell my dad the truth cos he's used to it now. And he didn't even reach for the valium the first time...

[diemme.livejournal.com]

She'd probably listen, but then she'd suggest coming to her church group again, "To meet a nice Catholic boy."
Today wasn't all bad though, there was Maldinesta love at the end of the match.

[redfireborn.livejournal.com]

And I missed that too... Do you have a pic?

[diemme.livejournal.com]

No, pouts. It was sweet though, they were walking off the pitch and Maldini had his head down while Nesta rubbed his back and talked to him. Maldini made an error toward the end that gave Ajax the ball in the area despite him having a great match. Maybe Nesta was comforting him.

[redfireborn.livejournal.com]

Aww... I really should've seen that match...

[diemme.livejournal.com]

ESPN just reran the match. Apparently Maldini slipped and the ball got taken away by an Ajax player. When he fell he also dislocated a finger so he couldn't get back up immediately. My poor Paolo, Nesta was probably asking if he needed it kissed better....yep in my twisted little mind.

[redfireborn.livejournal.com]

I knew that... vd Vaart should've scored there...

[diemme.livejournal.com]

He would have, had it not been for Dida! Everytime I see him I wish he were Italian, though Bufon's no slouch either.

[jetpants.livejournal.com]

lol, i usually keep my fic troubles to myself too, for fear of being commited.

haha, i can't see the pic (just one of those red X's), but...hahahaha. twatti. liking a little more than nothing should take a while to add up. ;P

[diemme.livejournal.com]

Shakes a fist at geocites! It's the tight Roma shirt that gets me. He's just asking to be slashed with Trap and so help me if I get drunk enough I'll do it...then hate myself in the morning.

[jetpants.livejournal.com]

ahhhhhh, those shirts. *curses them* just like the kits italy had at the WC. so. very. yum.

bwahaha, as much as that disturbs me, i'd almost like to see it done. *can't believe i just said that* but i fear for the trauma it would cause you. :(

[diemme.livejournal.com]

After the CL final I had an urge to slash Ancelotti and Pippo. I lay down until that urge passed.

[jetpants.livejournal.com]

LOL! i'd say laying down until the insanity passed was the best thing you could have done. player/manager fic just...squicks me beyond belief, for the most part. you're braver than me for even entertaining such ideas. ;)

[diemme.livejournal.com]

You know, for a man his age, Ancelotti's not bad looking. Trap on the other hand is ...shudders in a bad way.