Bah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[diemme]

I've just used up everyone's supply of exclamation points for the week, sorry. Sometimes I wish I were male, it seems to be easier for them to speak their minds. They don't have to worry about not being "nice" or ladylike. But I promise that the next time a certain someone in my life begins whining about her married lover's "horrible, evil" wife I will tell her exactly what a dumb bint she's being.Why should the wife leave him if she doesn't want to? More power to her, let him leave her if he loves you so bloody much! Or perhaps I'll borrow from Sophia of the Golden Girls, "Have I given you any indication that I care?"

Today was not a good day. I wonder sometimes if I'll ever be entirely free of depression. It's been a long time since I've felt like I couldn't face the world or even get out of bed and I am grateful for that. I just hate these moody, roller coaster days. I missed my workout today too and that made things worse. However, I do have a follow up interview on Monday, I made brownies and my skin is beautiful (other people said so, that's not just me being vain) so all is not lost.

One of these days I will catch up on comments and fls. Photbucket is being bitchy but I shall try to spam.

Comments

[nhr.livejournal.com]

*hugss* hope your day will be brighter amidst the depressing situation. I just hate these moody, roller coaster days. i can totally relate to that.

take care dear.

[diemme.livejournal.com]

Hugs back tightly! Thanks, today wasn't so bad, one day at a time I guess.

[kaiserkehl.livejournal.com]

Hope you get to feel better, it sucks to feel like that.

Have you tried taking meds? paxil or ribotril or maybe prozac? There was a time when I was VERY VERY depressed, and my therapist recommended paxil, and..well, that helped a lot, you should consider going to a psychiatrist ('cause they're the only ones who can medicate), you'll feel much better.

I send you a big big hug. mwah.

[diemme.livejournal.com]

HUGS! Thanks. I was on meds for depression and anxiety. It wasn't too bad taking them but I really don't want to start again if I can help it. I've found regular exercise helps me a lot, all those endorphins I guess.